Here I go...

I’ve been saving this post to go live on my one month anniversary of my blog! Lol 

I’m very happy to say I have REALLY enjoyed blogging thus far!!! I would like to say THANK YOU!! To everyone who has sent me messages and gave me feedback, good and bad... all of it helped me to know what to change moving forward. I really appreciate it! I’ve already taken a couple of request for topics I can write about so if you have anything just send it to me. Again, thanks so much!! 

So! Here I am... I’m just going to lay some stuff out there.. give a lil of my bizinee (scrappy voice) lol

HERE I GO...  *queues Mystikal: HERE I GO!* lol

At the age of 17 I was married, with a son, and had just graduated by getting my GED! 😓 yea... I was determined to not stop and become a statistic for people who did that. I couldn’t let that hold me back. So I at the age of 18 I got my official “real job” at a call center. And just moved up to many other better, more paying jobs with a GED & no degree.. I know for sure that was nothing but God. I also know it was the many prayers that my grannies prayed over me. 

By the age of 22/23 (so much life has happened, its foggy lol) I was divorced. I wasn’t in a good place then. I lost a lot of weight. T called me a bobble head 🤣... I didn’t feel good at all about leaving the man I had grown up with. But as deep as I loved him, I knew it wasn’t our time. I was so lost, I hadn't been on my own before. He helped me to grow in so many ways and gave me 2 of the greatest gifts of my life.  He’s happy now tho, and I’m happy for that ♥️ 

Being a single mom, issa job! Lol man, I love my kids to death, but every chance I can break, I BREAKS! 🤷🏽‍♀️🤣 

After my divorce I did date. My heart ❤️ has been shared with someone since then buuuttt I don’t want to touch on that too much sooo lol skipping around...

Right now in life I have many flaws. I tend to shut down and not allow a lot of people in on how I really feel or what I really think. I just hold a lot in... I know that may not be the best, but I think that’s all I can do right now... In order to cope with my thoughts (did i mention i over think a hell of a lot?! oh.. yea i do! ALOT!!!) I tend to listen to music or podcast. One of my all time FAVORITE podcast, is my sister, in my head, Angela Rye! She is everything! Beautiful, very well educated, and sophistiratchet! 

Also right now, since music helps, I've been expanding on my music... Now, y'all can't judge me for what I'm about to say... before now, I did not know many Tupac songs 🤦🏽‍♀️

I KNOW I KNOWWW 🙈 but other than the main popular songs, I didn't know his stuff. But I've been listening to him more. I've also been watching a lot of documentaries about him and BIG. Theyve been so enlightening!! lol I'm loving it! So much so, I ordered his poem book one day. I had to have it. And I love it! I can just feel him so much! It's like he knows what I'm feeling and going through and have gone through. If you hadn't watched any, I encourage you to do so.

(If I could find me a boyfriend like him, I’d be good! 😍😁)

This blog is a way for me to just share my vulnerabilities to show people they’re not alone, because I know other people feel like I do too. Hopefully it reaches someone! I have to start making shorter post so I'm going to stop there for now, but there will be more to come. & again, I'm VERY open to any comments, suggestions, requests or whatever... just message me.. 😊👍🏽

NIGHT TIME VIBES!!

💛

Honestly, 

MARY