It’s Not You, It Really Is ME!

I'm sure we have all heard that line, "it's not you,it's me". Most of the time this line is used to break it off with someone easily, putting the blame on self vs the other party to spare their feelings. BUT! I bet the first person who used it actually meant it the way I do but some weirdo went off and started using it just because! Well, author of the quote, here I am to bring back the TRUE meaning in those great words because it REALLY is ME!

Recently*, I have been in a weird space. This is almost becoming a thing right?! Well, that's my point exactly! I have so much going on that I really am only interested in a few things. If it's not something I want to do, and if it's not with someone I want to do it with, then more than likely, I'm not doing it! lol I have determined that this will be the year I do what I want and don't do what I don't want to do. I guess in a way I am about to live a YOLO life, responsibly! lol

I'm seriously in a space (or getting to a space) where I'll be puttin my happiness first. If it makes me happy, it'll continue. If it just irritates me or makes my nose itch, I'm moving back from it. The things in between that make me happy sometimes and irritate me other times, are subject to deadline dates, lol. I want to make some changes this year that will elevate me even more. Each year I grow anyways, but this year is the year of MAJOR growth for me. I'm going to remove a wall from the box I usually hide in and step out of my comfort zone one foot - or toe, depending on how fast I want to move - at a time. I have plans for ME this year. I want to do things & visit places for ME.

Honestly,

MARY

*-recently in this case is actually late last year, beginning of this year. Since I've been meditating and doing a few other things I'll mention later, things have been on the up!